Saturday, April 18, 2020

Reflections - There's a Perfect Time for Everything


There's a Perfect Time for Everything
For sowing and for harvesting

The story is about a young man - the only child of his parents.

As the only child he was pampered and no wish of his was ever turned down. He grew up with the latest toys and a very comfortable life. As a young man he made good. Managed to buy his own flat, a car and was able to take an annual holiday overseas. 

He was an eligible bachelor and much in demand and pressure from his parents who were now in their fifties made him agree to marriage.

He married a girl he did not quite know but who came from a very rich family. She was also the only daughter of her parents. She too was well-qualified and had a good career with a consulting company. Being career minded they both got busy with their work which also involved lots of travel.

Then the girl got pregnant but was not too keen to have the child as it would interfere with her career prospects. The man was keen to have the child because he wanted to shower on the child all the goodness his parents had shared on him. However, the girl was adamant and the child was aborted against the man's wishes.

A certain coldness crept into their relationship and they spoke less frequently and became more and more involved in their respective jobs. 

The man's parents were growing old and they were looking forward to a grandchild. They would often remind their son about it. The son said, they were trying but it was not happening. It was of course a lie.

The man felt pained because of his own desire to have a child and that of his parents. He persuaded his wife and she reluctantly agreed. Soon enough she got pregnant, but she miscarried. 

When she miscarried, she was part happy and part sad. She could get on with her career. And, her husband could not say she did not try. She was also sad for the embers of having a child was also tugging at her heart. But, for now career came first. She had her eye on the top job.

After a while she realized that the top job was not happening. Now she was willing to give it all up. It also dawned her that she was getting on in years. Now, she desperately desired a child. The embers were now, in full ablaze. But it was not to be. Every attempt only resulted in miscarriage.

Having given up her career, she found herself at home with no child and no career and increasing level of frustration in her situation. 

The man got even busier in his business and began to come home later every night sometimes after his wife had gone to sleep.

They were both growing old. They had lots of money but no child and no joy in the relationship. There were deep silences between them and when they spoke it was about a chore to be done or an argument over something insignificant.

The man would often daydream what life would have been with lots of kids around. He began to blame his wife for her decision to abort when they had the blessing of a child. 

They reached a point in life when they both realized that they would not have a child of their own. They thought of adopting.

But, by now the wife had begun to hate the very thought of children and she did not want to bring a child into their home. This created further friction in their life. Finally, they filed for divorce and went in for a formal separation and began to live – each in their palatial homes – surrounded by complete silence.

The boy’s parents, who were now in their 80’s wondered how did all this happened. Where did they do wrong? Were they too casual about the match or were they motivated by reasons that did not result in a good match for their son?  

Did the abortion or delayed effort at having a child cause the series of miscarriages? Did the desire for professional success leave all other human desires a casualty?

The separated couple may also be asking themselves, when scaling the ladder of achievement, was anything of any significance achieved? Did they miss out on something on which you cannot put a price? Something they both could have equally cherished and would have become a part of their posterity.

The Biblical scripture warns us in Mark 8:36, “For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, but lose his soul?"

It bears remembering: Above all the abilities we may develop in our life, the ability to do the right thing, at the right time, for the right reasons, is the most precious of all such abilities.

For this grace, we need God to enlighten our minds, by submitting our will to His. That all our important decisions in life are anointed. Decisions that impact our future. A future which we cannot possibly see or imagine with our human eyes, heart and mind. 

Only God the Creator can see our future. And on this road, there are two destinations – one of heavenly peace, and the other of unquenchable sorrow. We just have to ask Him ever so humbly to show us the right way.

It also bears remembering what St John of the Cross had to say, “At the evening of life, we shall be judged on our love"


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