Saturday, August 29, 2026

No Burden Heavier Than Our Ego

Seven founders came together and founded Infosys in July 1981. The month and year were important to Narayana Murthy – the first among equals - of the seven founders. He believed that those who succeed in business begin their entrepreneurial journey before age 35. He was turning 35 on August 20, 1981. Narayana Murthy was much older and more senior than his six fellow founders who left their steady, well-paying jobs to start Infosys. The magnificent six were: Nandan Nilekani, S. Gopalakrishnan, S. D. Shibulal, K. Dinesh, N. S. Raghavan and Ashok Arora. Infosys was incorporated in 1981 with $250. Today, the company describes itself as a global technology and consulting company with more than 330,000 employees.

They didn't have capital. They didn't have a proven business model. India wasn't yet a global software-services powerhouse. Murthy had already failed once. And they were leaving stable jobs.

What they did have was:

a strong belief that software was going to become enormously important + technical competence + trusted colleagues + willingness to live with uncertainty for several years.

Jesus, too, had no capital, born in a humble family. Jesus did not have a proven business model. For millennia, the Israelites went their own way, did their own thing, putting every prophet of God to death. Why would Jesus succeed? He was doing His Father’s will. So should we.     

In the Gospel of Matthew 19:23-30, Jesus exclaims that it will be hard for someone rich to enter the kingdom of heaven. It will be easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for the rich to enter the kingdom of God, said Jesus.

25 When the disciples heard this, they were greatly astonished and asked, “Who then can be saved?” 26 Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.” 27 Peter answered him, “We have left everything to follow you! What then will there be for us?” 28 Jesus said to them, “Truly I tell you, at the renewal of all things, when the Son of Man sits on his glorious throne, you who have followed me will also sit on twelve thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel. 29 And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or wife or children or fields for my sake will receive a hundred times as much and will inherit eternal life. 30 But many who are first will be last, and many who are last will be first.”

Today, by some estimates, there are around 300,000 Catholic priests and as many religious around the world ‘who have left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or wife or children or fields’ not because it was a way of earning a living but because they got the call. The ‘call’ represents the leaving behind of everything to be sustained only on the providence of God.  

16 And as He walked by the Sea of Galilee, He saw Simon and Andrew his brother casting a net into the sea; for they were fishermen. 17 Then Jesus said to them, “Follow Me, and I will make you become fishers of men.” 18 They immediately left their nets and followed Him. 19 When He had gone a little farther from there, He saw James the son of Zebedee, and John his brother, who also were in the boat mending their nets. 20 And immediately He called them, and they left their father Zebedee in the boat with the hired servants, and went after Him. (Mark 1:16-20)

Then there was Matthew (like his fellow tax collector Zacchaeus), bent on getting indecently rich. Matthew lived palatially but had to bear the burden of social ostracization. It did trouble him but not enough to give it up. Then Jesus happened to Matthew. Matthew got the call. He dropped everything – walked out of his tax collection booth - and followed Jesus.

Zacchaeus' life too was anchored on making money. He was short of stature (climbed up a sycamore tree to see Jesus) and apparently portly – none of the sprightliness – of someone who can do well in life. When Jesus called Zacchaeus, he felt ‘noticed’. Until then he was living behind a cloud of scorn. Now he got an identity. The void that existed in his life was filled. It was not about him anymore. His life was beyond him. There were those whom he had cheated and stolen from. It was time to make it right. What he hoped to achieve by being wealthy – noticed (but scorned) – was no more important. Zacchaeus recast his anchor to gain meaning and stability, not just in this life, but also secured his place in the next.

Like the six founders of Infosys, who got the call from Narayana Murthy, they left their safe jobs and recast their anchor in a new vision of their life. They not only succeeded but made history. So did the apostles – who would have lived and died unremarkably and so would have Zacchaeus despite all his wealth.

Saint Peter Damian (1007-1072), hermit then Bishop, Doctor of the Church, in one his sermons, comments on Peter’s cry to Jesus,

“We have given up everything”. Speaking to the community, Damian says: Following Christ is our task, our work, in that consists the main part of man’s salvation, but we cannot follow Christ if we do not leave behind everything which hinders us. Because “like an athlete he joyfully runs his course” (Ps 19:6) and no one can follow him laden down with a burden. Moreover, it’s no good leaving everything behind except one’s self, for there is no burden heavier than our ego. What tyrant is crueller, what master more pitiless for man than his own will? ... Consequently, we must give up our possessions and our own will, if we want to follow him who had “nowhere to rest his head” (Lk 9:58) and who came “not to do his own will but the will of the one who sent him” (Jn 6:38).

What happens to one who believes that it is by his wisdom and understanding he has gained wealth for himself and amassed gold and silver in his treasuries? By his great skill in trading, he has increased his wealth and unknown to him a heart swelling with pride.

“‘Therefore, this is what the Sovereign Lord says: “‘Because you think you are wise, as wise as a god, I am going to bring foreigners against you, the most ruthless of nations; they will draw their swords against your beauty and wisdom and pierce your shining splendour. They will bring you down to the pit, and you will die a violent death in the heart of the seas. Will you then say, “I am a god,” in the presence of those who kill you? You will be but a mortal, not a god, in the hands of those who slay you. 10 You will die the death of the uncircumcised at the hands of foreigners. I have spoken, declares the Sovereign Lord.’” (Ez 28: 6-10).

That is a strong statement for a strong man with a strong ego, the King of Tyre. Would we, with no such exalted position, be spared by God if we too believe the wealth we have built is entirely our doing and God had nothing to do with it and hence owed nothing?

-        Mathew Anthony

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